Dating, Sex Dolls And Living In The Moment

I’ve been wracking my brain on just how to begin this blog for a good week now. Anyway, being a busy escort, always hustling about, and the sort of nervous, always excited, always planning and thinking ahead type of person that I am, this topic means quite a lot to me.

It is currently 4:34 PM on Sunday December 21, (the shortest day of the year and winter solstice, might I add) and it’s strange because it will never be 4:34 PM on Sunday December 21, 2014 again. I think about this a lot. It’s so weird to imagine that every moment is genuinely unique if solely in the fact that they will never occur again.

Doggy Double Date

When you’re little, it’s a kind of a fun, exhilarating thing to think about when people would say things like you’ll never be in this moment again, or you’ll never be this young again, or the strange concept that each moment that passes by you can’t get back, but as you get older, at least for me, it becomes a little more real and a little more scary. So instead of just relying on escorting for my sexual, and social, life, I signed up at the new dating website Doggy Double Date. And during the few dates I’ve had from the website matches, I’ve vowed to really be aware of my date, and my surroundings, for the entirety of each date. And I fulfilled those vows.

There are so many overrated, overused clichés (many of which I shamefully admit are hanging on my bedroom wall) about living in the moment and being present blah blah blah, but to be honest those have never really stuck with me because those are meaningless words on some overpriced pastel painted piece of canvas.

I tend to believe you don’t really understand until you experience.

Sexdolio Sex Doll

So maybe this blog and these words are meaningless jumble on a screen as well, and I don’t think any of us really know how to cherish the moment until the moment is gone (damn, this is getting kinda deep, my apologies), but hearing lots of talk of the future and planning ahead, it’s easy to lose sight of what’s right in front of you. So I put aside my male sex doll that I recently bought online, telling myself to not treat sex so casually and, almost disposal. No more mounting a sex doll to “get it over with!” — I’ll make real dates, and live in the moment for each moment of those dates with real men.

If anyone is the master of letting their mind wonder off too far into unknown places in the future, I must say I think I take the cake, but recently I’ve been trying to set my mind in place, and that’s something strongly recommends.

It’s so incredibly easy to let your mind slip to what you’re doing in an hour, what you’re eating for dinner, where you’ll be in a week, a month, a year, but what about what you’re doing right now? What about life that’s going on around you as you plan for the future?

I definitely sound like an overly enthusiastic yoga instructor or some new mediocre pop artist, but take it all in — look at the people right in front of you (really look at them, so you remember the color of their eyes when you walk away), listen to people when they’re talking to you, listen to the noises of life around you.

It’s the shortest day of the year, so get up off of your ass and do something you want to remember.

2 Responses to “Dating, Sex Dolls And Living In The Moment”

  1. TreasureMe says:

    This is the second page where you mention sex dolls for women. I take it you found one that is lifelike. Was it expensive? It is it really similar to having “real” sex?

  2. Winds of Change says:

    Girl, between dog dating websites and male sex dolls, you sound like a crazy fun time. How does a guy get in touch with you! 😉